Bonjour, excusez moi du dérangement mais est-ce que quelqu'un peu me corriger les fautes de mon texte en anglais s'il vous plait ? :)

Dear Diary
Yesterday I went to the movies with Elias, it was time that I had seen a good movie. The film was exciting, I was in another world.
Everything was going well, but during the film Elias put his hand on mine, I did not know what to do. I should remove it, push it, I do not know.
Anyway, once the light came, I fled, why? This relationship is not an option.
I always thought that between me and Elias it was just a friendship based on our love of movies. This is why despite our differences we meet on Friday, out of sight of others. But I think for him it's more than that.
I wonder about the nature of our relationship, I saw him looking at me, it bothered me a little, but not so far disturbed.
As soon as the dark room in the dark, I feel free in my element. I thought Elias felt the same, but it is for him embrelait our meetings are not kind of film, maybe that deep for me either.
I do not hide anything and you dear diary, I know that my feelings for Elias are much more than friendship, but I try to forget them.
I am lost, I am trapped between my affection for him, and the world around me.
My timidity, my family and especially our opposite religions keeps me open to him.
What should I do ? Ending our meetings. To our friendship?
Perhaps it would be better for both of us.